I feel completely lost right now…AGAIN! I want to believe that eventually we all find our way and in the end it doesnt matter how you get there or not…You WILL find what you are supposed to do in this world! I just don’t know anymore…What if we dont? What if I really am broken and I wont ever find what I’m supposed to do with my life? And in all this time of not knowing what to do with MY LIFE you’d think I’d have at least found myself! Nope! you’d be wrong!
See after 7 years in university, Ive gained one Bachelor’s and 2 courses short of the second one…I have NO clue where I’m going. Well…I thought I did. I wanted to get a certification as a Holistic Health Practitioner. Then with my certification in Guided Imagery I could be a therapist…Ugh but now Its like thats impossible: ‘
‘a bachelors isn’t enough anymore” -what about almost 2 I ask
”RHN’s have hard time finding work” – what if you are also a therapy consultant I say!
‘’student loans are so hard to pay off” – I’ll make money You’ll See!
”is there a market for this” – this one I know to be true but the question is do I FIT in that market?
I just don’t know…where I’m going
I feel that for the longest time I havent been MOVING! Like I have a forcefield around me…I can move a little but not anywhere significant
…and here I am rambling on about this…still…not…moving…
I just want a decent job where I can feel I make a difference…and make a difference in myself at the same time
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